Thursday, January 17, 2008
| Current mood: adored Beautiful Love... The love you give...Used to be a dream to me.. Never Once Did I Think I'd find that man.. The guy that would love and cherish me..Thereby setting my soul free.. I remember when I was 8 yrs old..Damaged in such a way.. That I would never, EVER give my heart and soul to a man.. Only for him to take it away.. I would never find my knight in shining armor to free me from this pain in my heart. A wall was formed, no one could ever love me..But me.. And out of nowhere, he came to me... In the story of my life..I knew he'd play a part.. I don't understand this feeling he's giving me....I've never known this.. How could I ever be so smitten by one single kiss... Everything I once knew, just flew out the door... The things I swore by, I just don't know anymore.. Does he love me too? I hope so.. My heart, my mind, my spirit, is so all over the place, I cn't catch up with it.. He doesn't kno my soul..He doesn't know me..He thinks he has to go.. How can I give my heart to a man? They've betrayed me so in the past.. I can't give it to him..I won't....I'll try.. It can't be real...My mind's tricking me...I know it won't last... So why do I keep running back?? Why am I so drawn to him? Why can't I just start over, with a new guy.? At war with myself, I'm going out on a limb....And giving myself...To him.. I apologize, you didn't know....You knew nothing of my mind.. But you waited for me, leaving your apprehensions behind.. My heart belongs to you, you took it from me, tearing off my shell... It took many months, our life together was hell..But u tried ur luck..tripped me..and I fell... Being with you makes my life complete, ur apart of me.. I wish you were inside my mind, U'd kno that I never mean to hurt u... Baby you're the only thing I see... Forever and a day with you, is wut I dream about.. What would I ever do without you? You kno me in and out.. No one could ever come between us baby, I mean that., it's true.. The only thing standing in our way..Is me...And you.. |
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