When u say u need me like I need u..

They Say if You Love Someone..

Let them leave...If it's meant to be..They'll come back!

N come back he did..N guess wut? Next June..My name will be different! I'm sooo happy! Of course I'm happy to have a wedding..But I'm happiest that he actually wants to marry me. How many men want to go that route without being coaxed..Or forced into it? I'm happy that he wants to make me his other half. I see now that it's true that sometimes u have to go through the bullshyt to get to the good shyt. We definitely went through some bullshyt! And although I hated it when I was goin through it, it drew us closer together. It made him want to show me that he cared about me and didn't want to lose me. Last weekend, I went home to spend it with him. For the four days I was there, we got along the entire time. It almost embarasses me to say that it's a record for us but truthfully it is. I'm intrigued, I'm happy that we could have that happen because that's a first for 2009. We enjoyed each others company, we went shopping, we went out to eat, partied together and just genuinely had a great time. I'm so happy because I can look at him and see change. I would be lying if I said we didn't have stuff we still need to work on but I'm happy we'll be working through them together and leaning on each other to get things back right and even better than before!

I'M GETTING MARRIED!

2 Heels I bought Friday..

Aren't they cute?

New LIfe Coming soon..

Everything about my life is about to change..For the better I hope!! So this fall things will be different..New car..New living arrangement..New everything! I hope I'm walking the path that God wants me to. I feel like things will work out for the better. I'm learning to put myself first..It kinda feels good! :-)

If ur love was all I had..

I'm starting to sound like a broken record I think..Lol I'm always talkin about love, boyfriend, or lack thereof. I'm sorry. It's the dominant thought in my life right about now. I love he..

You ever heard the saying, "If you love someone, let them leave and if they come back; It was meant to be."

I really believe that saying because we're slowly growing to a level better than we'd ever been before. We're communicating much better, our friendship is stronger. Life is GOOD. He bought me 2 gifts earlier this week too. My 120 pallet! (FINALLY gettin it! I've wanted it for about 6 months now!!) And a slinky little dress which is more like a gift to him! Lol Which is great for him right? N great for my "figure"[24.50 at forever21.com] Wasn't really sure if I should get small or medium..I got medium just to be sure..Hope it's tight enough for him..lol :-) Lol..I love that guy..Even when he makes me wear things I wouldn't normally wear! But he makes me feel beautiful and sexy when I don't think I'm even halway decent..