They Say if You Love Someone..

Let them leave...If it's meant to be..They'll come back!

N come back he did..N guess wut? Next June..My name will be different! I'm sooo happy! Of course I'm happy to have a wedding..But I'm happiest that he actually wants to marry me. How many men want to go that route without being coaxed..Or forced into it? I'm happy that he wants to make me his other half. I see now that it's true that sometimes u have to go through the bullshyt to get to the good shyt. We definitely went through some bullshyt! And although I hated it when I was goin through it, it drew us closer together. It made him want to show me that he cared about me and didn't want to lose me. Last weekend, I went home to spend it with him. For the four days I was there, we got along the entire time. It almost embarasses me to say that it's a record for us but truthfully it is. I'm intrigued, I'm happy that we could have that happen because that's a first for 2009. We enjoyed each others company, we went shopping, we went out to eat, partied together and just genuinely had a great time. I'm so happy because I can look at him and see change. I would be lying if I said we didn't have stuff we still need to work on but I'm happy we'll be working through them together and leaning on each other to get things back right and even better than before!

I'M GETTING MARRIED!